Someting Borrowed
hello little fellas.
It has been days since I write.
So I just finished read two fics, same title, and two my ultimate OTP... daejae and chanbaek.
It is called "Something Borrowed"
Chanbaek's is written by exobubz-sama here but Fara abandoned it :<
Daejae's here, starting from fake relationship , featured younglo :D
And I get to write a project for my 'OPPEK' at college. I've been thinking to write "Biofuel from fruit peel". I read it somewhere and thought it sounds cool but I don't know how to research more. I'm no scientist.
And I've been wondering a lot what I am really good at this eighteen years of my life. When I read fics or novel, I want to try but fail, sucks, cheesy and all. I want to draw but no interest. Too tired too try. I want to learn photoshop, edits, graphic, but it is too hard I have no art sense. I want to read something intelligent, I have some science books, but couldn't finished it because fanfics more important. I want to do cover dance or song but my body stiff and overweight it's exasperate. I want to learn hair styling, make over, cosmetics, but I don't have money to buy things and no sense of art, again. I want to do experiment like some sophisticated teen would do, chemistry, bio, food, anything! but I don't know how to start. So what I am good at? What I am made for?
Maybe I live for fangirling.
It has been days since I write.
So I just finished read two fics, same title, and two my ultimate OTP... daejae and chanbaek.
It is called "Something Borrowed"
Chanbaek's is written by exobubz-sama here but Fara abandoned it :<
Daejae's here, starting from fake relationship , featured younglo :D
And I get to write a project for my 'OPPEK' at college. I've been thinking to write "Biofuel from fruit peel". I read it somewhere and thought it sounds cool but I don't know how to research more. I'm no scientist.
And I've been wondering a lot what I am really good at this eighteen years of my life. When I read fics or novel, I want to try but fail, sucks, cheesy and all. I want to draw but no interest. Too tired too try. I want to learn photoshop, edits, graphic, but it is too hard I have no art sense. I want to read something intelligent, I have some science books, but couldn't finished it because fanfics more important. I want to do cover dance or song but my body stiff and overweight it's exasperate. I want to learn hair styling, make over, cosmetics, but I don't have money to buy things and no sense of art, again. I want to do experiment like some sophisticated teen would do, chemistry, bio, food, anything! but I don't know how to start. So what I am good at? What I am made for?
Maybe I live for fangirling.
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