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Hello

So im in mood for nothing.  I dont want to do anything right  now but I have so much work-- li,  paper,  manga,  and soon which is troublesome.
And my mood become worsen of someone.
No,  dont judge him,  its my fault haha :-((

Omg this is not so me im contemplating to write this  thousand times but Do you believe in first sight hnggggg you know every damn guy I had ever like,  he is the first and i dont know why but when you see him,  you feel like,  ah!  I like him,  he is the one,  like wtf  I have never talk to him before and we rarely see each other like  fuck?  But when you see his face his smile his doing his everything im melting in sea of happiness unch :'')  ahh this sound too cheesy.
Then i checked his ig,  and found out that maybe he already has gf。okay okay that is not my damn business but why the hell I always get this feeling for man who already has his significant others like fuck.
But im okay since I've never tell someone about my feeling,  sure it will go away *the type who will die alone*

So im going to distract myself.  Ah what to do :---(  I want to watch something but there is no good movie playing at theater.  Wanna eat something but im too lazy to move my ass.  K,  lemme read some poets and die in imaginary world!