Sea of stranger

i loved you once
i love you do
i love you still

but time moves
a new day always begins with the warmness of the daybreak
and another day ends with the coldness of midnight laughter

as the calender papers i tore and torn for each and every day that's passed by
and i've finally realized about my surrounding
how everything had changed and left me behind

i see the sky is no longer painted blue but monochrome
i see the clouds that're no longer fluffy and white but heavy and mourning
i see dawn is no longer red of happiness, but red of something else i don't want to think about

i see how every single thing is this world,
little by little, bit by bit, with a small step and a slow snail like pace,
starting to change right in front of my eyes

i loved you once
i love you do
i love you still

but the flowers that once bloomed so prettily, now withered away with tears and regret
but the fireflies that once flying around the night garden, had no longer been seen for centuries
but the love that once filled the heart of every single person, now left behind only angry shout at each other

i see things change
i see nature changes
i see people change

and through the reflection in the mirror
for the first time in a while, i don't recognize me
as i don't see me change.

but i changed
and also you
and also every little things in the world

for better or for worse?
honestly i don't know
but things have changed, and we can stand in the same place no longer

i loved you once
i love you do
i love you still

but changing is inevitably in life.
as everything had changed,
i starting to question my love for you.

i (surely) loved you once
(maybe) i do love you
(but) still i love you (?)

#cheesyline707

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