Summer heat in your blanket

One day I will look back and thank y

But today I hate you

One day I will kneel and thank the gods

But today I curse them for meeting you

One day I will see you and feel nothing

But today I deleted your number, your photos, our memories and still feel you

One day I will think of you and laugh about what a terrible match we were

But today I dissect, analyze, and blame

One day I will see you with another woman and wish you well

But today the thought of your lips meeting someone else’s paralyzes me

One day I will forgive myself for the pain and confusion I caused you

But today I shame my mistakes

One day I will fall in love again

But today my heart is walled up, can’t take any more pain

By jessica semaan