Summer heat in your blanket

One day I will look back and thank y

But today I hate you
One day I will kneel and thank the gods
But today I curse them for meeting you
One day I will see you and feel nothing
But today I deleted your number, your photos, our memories and still feel you
One day I will think of you and laugh about what a terrible match we were
But today I dissect, analyze, and blame
One day I will see you with another woman and wish you well
But today the thought of your lips meeting someone else’s paralyzes me
One day I will forgive myself for the pain and confusion I caused you
But today I shame my mistakes
One day I will fall in love again
But today my heart is walled up, can’t take any more pain

By jessica semaan

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